Watery eye does not equal acne problem!!

Okay. so school is done in like 5 days, my essay that i havent started yet is also due in 5 days, I have a choir concert in 3 days, and exams are starting in like 12 days, so needless to say, i'm getting to that point. im sure you all know what point im talking about. and it snowed like crazy the last few days. it has finally stopped. Winter has officially begun.... augh!! i hate christmas shopping!!! there are those certain people that you never know what to get them.... ! oh yah, so on Friday, I went to the symphony with a friend. it was alright. other than that, i didn't do anything but homework this past weekend. oh, and i also went to my friends percussion ensamble. it was crazy good. lol. So i went to the doctor yesterday, at the walk in clinic by my house, b/c my eye has been watering off and on for some time now, and it was starting to kind of hurt. so i went in, i explain to him that my eye has been watering, etc. he kind of pokes at the skin around my eye, sits down, and goes on to explain how to use this antibiotic, and tells me to put it on the infected areas, and my pimples... WHOA!!!! WHAT!!!! "I'm sorry sir, did you say on my pimples?!?!?" i says to him. he;s like yes. i give him this strange look, and explain (a little slower), that i came in b/c my EYE was watering, NOT b/c of my acne problem!!! so he looks in my eye, and comments that it looks a little red (obviously!) and then tells me that i have pink eye.... umm okay. i dont think so sir! A person can not have pink eye for like a year, off and on!! (can they???) anyways, thats all the stories i have right now. so needless to say, my tip of the day is: Walk-in Clinics are kinda sketchy, use with caution.

Christmas don't be late!!!!

I just have a few little things to say. I was in a bad mood yesterday after I got my world music mid-term back - sooooo bad!!!!!!! and then today, since i had to write a stupid Ear Training mid-term and i got my english essay back, which was also bad, but definatly no where near as bad as that mid-term..... anyways, iam now listening to Christmas music, and it definatly put me into a better mood. :) yah! I just realized today, that it is one month, and then i get to go home for an extended period of time... woot! "Christmas don't me late!!" anyways, i'm tired, so i am going to bed.

I definatly had a lovely weekend. we had today off of school for Rememberance Day. Friday afternoon right after school, I went with Janice to this big craft fair thing. it was basically like the craft fair at home, except like 5 times bigger. There was so many people in such a little space.... after the craft fair, me and Jani went to her house, made supper, and then she took me to Bible Study with her. I enjoyed it. Saturday, I decided to go to church with Janice. It was good. then we went out for lunch with a bunch of her friends. we went to Montana's - it was okay. i didn't really like what I ordered. then I came home, had a little nap, and then Janice came by again, and we went to the Celebration of Trees, or whatever its called. it was good. then we went to Tim Horton's, met the guys there, had a drink, and then us girls went and saw a movie - Step Up, and the guys went to a Pat's game. then we all met up afterwards at Tony Roma's. Sunday I went to church, and brought a friend with me, and then we went to a concert for school. it was a pretty good concert. Didn't do too much after that. Today was a really slack day. I did school work like all day. I had to write my concert report draft which was due tonight at mid-night. Yah. well, that's about all that I have to say. I can't wait for Christmas!!! :)

why?

Why are things always so confusing for me? Why do I have to make decisions? Why do the decisions seem so diffuclt at times? Why is LIFE so difficult? Why do people die? Why do friends/family loose touch? Why am I always last? Why is God so far away? Why does it feel like I'm dying inside? Why do I hide behind this mask I've made? Why can I never find the answers that I need the most? Why God why?????